Hell as Well releases MAY 1, 2026! Every preorder will come with all 5 art prints, a pride flag lapel pin, & an added surprises that can't be named due to spoilers! Any order made on or after May 1, 2026 will receive 1 art print, a pride flag lapel pin & an added surprises that can't be named due to spoilers!

SYNOPSIS: Fourteen-year-old Evalynn Mae has only ever known her father's sermons and her mother's punishments. In their strict religious household, obedience is demanded, love is conditional, and sin is punished with fire. When her secret feelings for her best friend are exposed, Evalynn becomes the center of her family's shame-isolated, controlled, and made to believe she's broken.
 
Her only light is Brennan, her younger brother, whose small hand in hers gives her the strength to endure. But when the state intervenes, Evalynn is ripped from the only home she's ever known and placed into foster care. Instead of freedom, she finds herself under the suffocating rule of the Carters, whose "perfect family" façade hides cruelty masked as kindness. She's told when to sleep, when to eat, and even how to wash the skin she was born in. Each protest is met with dismissal, each cry for help swallowed by silence.
 
As her new social worker investigates the past that Evalynn is too afraid to speak aloud, her parents are arrested, Brennan is kept from her, and her lifeline-Officer Jules McGillicutty-stops answering her calls. Evalynn spirals between desperation and numb obedience, caught in a world where every adult insists they know what's best for her, while her own voice is dismissed as hysteria.
 
Haunted by the weight of her parents' faith, the terror of her foster home, and the guilt of believing she's betrayed her family, Evalynn faces an impossible choice: stay silent and fade into the porcelain doll Mrs. Carter demands her to be-or risk everything by fighting for her truth, her brother, and herself.
 
Raw, unflinching, and deeply moving, this is the story of a queer child navigating faith, control, and survival-where even broken wings can find a way to fly.
 
⚠️ TRIGGER WARNINGS ⚠️
abuse under the guise of religious cleansing (detailed on page)
child abuse (detailed on page)
drugging (fade to black)
forced disordered eating
foster care/CPS involvement
homophobia
police negating the laws
religious abandonment
religious trauma
self harm
 
If you or someone you know is in need of services, please reach out to the proper authorities:
 
MISSING CHILD AND ABUSE HOTLINE: 800-843-5678
THE TREVOR PROJECT HOTLINE (LGBT HELP): 866-488-7386
SUICIDE PREVENTION HOTLINE: 800-273-8255
CRISIS HELP TEXT HOTLINE: Text HOME to 741741
 
Anyone else outside of the US. Please contact your local agencies. Stay safe and mind your mental health. It is important. YOU are important.